I do wonder how I could manage to alive in this madness. All these dark and negative thinkings are around me day by day.
Just in a moment, I can feel such a great pain in my heart, I know for sure it's not one-piece heart any more. It's a million pieces, stick together by an unknown obligation.
Why do I keep holding on? keep waiting for a better future, with or without him?
I want to let go, but I can't.
Who did stand by me when I found out that he had got a new one already? No one.
Who comfort me at night, with all the hidden pains in my life come out at one? No one.
I feel so lonely...
Will it ever ever ever be better?
Dear God, What did I do? I don't deserver this punishment...
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